The shooting in las vegas last night is extremely depressing

I been saying for years that sundays always suck and go slow and feel lonely and depressing and this had to happen on a sunday. I'm not one to cry easily or cry at all as I couldn't even cry when my grandpa died last year but something about last night's shooting made me want to cry. Maybe it's because so many people went to a concert and to a casino to have a good time without thinking they were going to die or that it might have been the last time they were alive. Death is omni present, for a lot of us we don't give it much thought or the idea of our mortality but death exists in the world. This was an eye opening experience for many and I am glad to still be alive. I will try to donate blood if I meet the weight limit but for now we can only be cautious of when we go to a large public gathering