By which I mean in person and it's all mostly because of my mom and life. I'm tired of my mom blaming me for everything wrong in her life and making things up to blame on me or just forgetting things and blaming me(the power went out oh it's chris's fault) and blamng me for not wanting to work at mcdonalds(it was her idea that I would burn myself and didn't want me to work there although this was years ago) but I'm the one that does want to work there and wouldn't mind.
Anyways my mom blames me that I threw away her dvd cassettes even though she put them under her bed then forgot about them and I wouldn't throw away stuff like that because I want to record it and she doesn't give me the benefit of the doubt at all. She'll believe her locked up ex god father over me
Life has me down so tomorrow I will go to 99 cents store and trader joes and mcdonalds to turn in an application and hopefully I'll get a call back from one of those(mostly likely mcdonalds because of how close I am to it and my open schedule) then I'll work there and save my money for a vespa style scooter (I gave this a lot of thought) then a early 00's mustang then go to school on campus and get enough experience at mcds and then apply at panera bread or starbucks or chipotle or a photo editing job some place that's farther away like a certain golden opportunity I saw but it was near LAX.
It is sad that a mother does not believe anything her son says and what's even sadder is that I am not a trouble maker and have given my mom no reason not to trust me. That is just how negative she is
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